03-27-13

(above is my cousin abegail she took all these photos  of mine)

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An outfit I wore at the farm and at my cousins graduation party. Since the house of my cousin is near the river and they havent arrived yet me and gail went to check the newly built bridge there and I have seen that there was an impressive construction of dike in my maternal's place. I remembered having a conversation with one of the city engineers of our city last summer 2012 (that was during my internship at Brigada News FM) pertaining to Barangay Mabuhay's widening river and the lack of dike around the river that would endanger the locals life when a raging torrent would come unexpectedly in that place. Im glad the project was implemented except that the bridge they have constructed is kind of something I dont want to pass through during floods. 

What Ive been doing these past few days.

And my life in blogging is back on track. *confetti in the air*

I know it has been almost a year since my last post and its all about me ranting about The Ring 3. 

So Ive been living in the tumblr world reblogging ang posting some of my photos there, in facebook and most especially in instagram the reason why I forgot about my blog. To those who happened to view this blog of mine, this exist way back in 2009 back in the days where vanity and photography was my passion. Now Im here facing again what was once the blog I turned my back. 

So here are the photos I took these past few months. Just to give you some stuffs Im up to while I was away.

 attending parties

 reading books

eating chocolates

 turning a year older like

and shopping for new shoes

 eating pizza

travelling

and most of all GRADUATING

if you obey all the rules you miss all the fun. -Kathryn Hepburn

Certainly, I bet nobody would disagree with me because complying with the rules and regulations are just we plainly undesirable living ones life in accordance with the ordinances and missing all the fun IS JUST A NO NO. Just few days ago, I watched The ring 3 with friends at the newly open mall here in my place, we were so surprised by how big the screen was, so legit!! however the movie was not so good that we felt our money went wasted so we went to

Ive been wondering and deliberating as to what headphone to purchase in these coming days. Is it Marshall or beats. I know marshall is almost close to classic and beats are feisty and modern but Im sticking with quality and both are awesome. I cant decide which is which though Im considering marshall as its available at the mall while I need to order beats online just to have it. However, I still want to deliberate further because Ill be spending big bucks on it and I dont to think that its a waste of money.

I really need a new computer that could iterate my need in blogging coz I as now I really wanna put each of my computers parts into the trash bin and burnt it all just coz I can. I cant believe that all those sentiments I typed few minutes ago are now into the other dimension called 1000 layers below imagination. How the heck can the union of safari and my computers pentium ruined what I have just planned to do: To blog. 

the cake from europe  which I was not able to taste because we leave right before the party ended. sigh

I wonder how this cake taste because all of its ingredients are imported. :3

I was just thinking, what If you guys could help me purchased a new computer with pentium 11 eh? way too advance I know, but will probably get there. I believe that when I dropped my pc at the computer shop there has been an alteration that was made due to this kind of circumstances. Its so slow and it always crash. and Im really in agony right now because awhile ago I was typing about chasing dreams, running in heels, climbing hills in heels and flouncy dress now this blog is all about me nagging about how slow my computer is and how I wanted it to be instantly replaced with a faster and better computer. 

Eniko Mihalik in embroidery and lace in delicate looks which reminds me of Summer of 500 days of summer for its delicate and laidback bearing. Perfect for daytime date drinking coffee in blugre and eating blueberry cheesecake with the one you love.   more here

model: Eniko Mihalik

styled by Melanie Huynh

hair and make-up by Teddy Charles and Adrien Pinault

have you ever tried applying for some clubs in school? that membership is really a big deal that you need to be in a deliberation. I did. Just yesterday. I cant believe how nervous I was and how shaky I could be when I was froonting 8 alumnis throwing question at you continuously.

I was ask to take a photo of something and describe it. I borrowed the teacup and took a picture of it. I took it because like a teacup filled with water once you put something on it the water inside it spills on the surface its because the pressure of that, lets say for example, a cookie was swiftly poured over it we can notice that the water inside it spills though the cup is still and unchangeable. I believe that at very moment thats how I feel when Im inside with the alumnis I felt like even if Im still on the surface once you shock my individuality I get very messy and shambolic considering that not only one person is throwing a question on me and that most of them are very alien to my vision. That is what Im trying to explain but since Im quietly disturb and became conscious of the things that surrounds me I fucked my whole idea of the teacup leaving me into something that in not understandable.

Maybe the valor would be more strong if only I knew them before. But I believe it happened for a reason because if those people thats going to interview me are my acquaintance how could I be able to know what real life is in the real world if I continue on relying to those people I know? well, atleast now Ive learned how to deal with those kind of interviews most especially when there are many of them facing you and throwing questions at you.